SEA GAMES 2011

26th SEA GAMES 2011. One of the most prestigious sports event. But, this edition is quite different from previous edition. Why? It's held in JAKARTA-PALEMBANG. One thing for sure, every edition, the host will gained much advantage. I'm not surprise when ASIAN GOLD MEDALIST of karate lost to the unknown athlete from host country. I thought; yeah, they're the host. But, things got worse when all the results surprised me much! INDONESIAN whom I never heard on Taekwando or Karate before, won against MALAYSIAN stars whose have much more experience before. The malaysian officials began to complaints the juries decisions. Luckily we got 4 golds. maybe after realizing how ridiculous their wins are. Then, in many sports events, MALAYSIAN always in a same group with the host country. I'm so mad!!! Isn't that too far??? When our athlete got into the court, they're booed by the host's supporters. When our athlete won, they booed also. When our national anthem played, they make noise. Showing disrespectful acts towards our country. The flag used is not even our original JALUR GEMILANG. What happened? I only write backing up my country. I didn't know bout other countries. But they seems to be too much to my country. The 100++ gold medals they got all from the cheating.

Now, to football.

MALAYSIA grouped with the other top three countries dominating football: THAILAND, SINGAPORE, INDONESIA. This is what dirty tactics called. The host placed all the great team in one group to brighten their chance in winning gold medal. SINGAPORE, THAILAND and MALAYSIA are the obstacles. So, putting the 3 countries in the same group as them help them much as the two unlucky teams will be eliminated. And, they expect MALAYSIA to lost too as they always have some grudge againts our country (go learn HISTORY if you don't know). They won the games against SINGAPORE, THAILAND and CAMBODIA. MALAYSIA win too but, draw with SINGAPORE. The final group stage game is super important as MALAYSIA need to win for a ticket to the semi-final n INDONESIA need to gain their pride again as they lost to MALAYSIA before on AFF SUZUKI CUP 2010. Both countries known as hated to each other so much. As the matchday become nearer, the insulting kept going. The match went not quite pleasant as the host supporters are so rude showing disrespectful act to our national anthem. Booed our players. Great game to watch as MALAYSIAN players seems to be too cool to be under great pressure like that. And, guess what? our team won that game securing our semi-final ticket as group winner and met MYANMAR in the semi which actually guarantee our place in final.

On final match day, both team played what we called football. A very great game to watch. A nerve wrecking game. But, too bad, the referee is sooooo biased. Giving MALAYSIAN the undeserving yellow card. But, as i mentioned before, this YOUNG TIGERS are actually too cool to be crack under pressure. They managed to win the game not so easily. The games went to the penalty shoot-out. Should I say, ALLAH really wanna show INDONESIA even how dirty their tactics, how dirty their games, HE the only one will decide everything. Even under the unfair judging, MALAYSIA still won the game. That's what people said FATE..

I hope INDONESIA will be a better host from now on. Other countries also being a host before, but never as dirty as you. This is the dirtiest SEA GAMES ever!!!!!

An ecstatic coach Ong Kim Swee also finally revealed his secret pep talk: "They don't respect you, they don't respect our flag, they don't respect our King and they don't respect your parents. If you allow this to happen, then you are cowards. You must teach them what being Malaysian is all about.

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APPLICATION OF GIS IN MALAYSIAN NATIONAL ELECTION

Geographic information systems (GIS) (also known as Geospatial information systems) are computer software and hardware systems that enable users to capture, store, analyze and manage spatially referenced data. 

It have transformed the way spatial data, relationships and patterns in the world are able to be interactively queried, processed, analyzed, mapped, modelled, visualized, and displayed for an increasingly large range of users, for a multitude of purposes.

In Malaysia, the application of GIS is widely used began when the Department of Survey and Mapping decide to improve the Digital Cadastre Database and National Topographic Database in mid-1980s. Started from that, various government institutions began to use GIS as an application to create better management and also planning. 

The example of government bodies that used GIS application in their working procedure are:-

1. Department of Survey and Mapping

2. Ministry of Health Malaysia

3. Department of Town and Country Planning

4. Department of Agricultural and Forestry

5. Ministry of Defense

6. Ministry of Transportation

7. Department of Environment

8. Department of Public Works 

9. National Election

INTRODUCTION

Geographic Information System (GIS) is one of the information technologies that have recently grown rapidly worldwide. This system can prepare a framework to integrate a volume of total space data from many varieties of source and time period. Aside from that, the system can help management activities and information programs as a support tool for decision making. Thus, Geographic Information System is applied in various fields, including political geography and elections. With GIS, we can assess the national election pattern more effectively and comprehensively. (Fauzi, n.d)

This assignment will explain the role and function of Geographic Information System and geopolitics as an introduction to look at the election pattern in Malaysia. This application stresses on the geographical aspect of the election system. The application can be divided into three that is: 

1. GIS for Electoral Boundaries (Mapping)

2. GIS for Information Management System (Database)

3. GIS and Spatial Data Analysis (Spatial Modeling)

APPLICATION

1. GIS for Electoral Boundaries

Electoral Boundaries Plan is one of the most sensitive issues because it can cause a conflict even though there is minor unintentional bias. Many principles of the boundaries have been misused in re-boundary process (malapportionment). That is why a unique analytical and fair system is needed to practice this process to avoid any bias, misused happen and resulting in peaceful election. 

Usually, geographical politic used the sub-district or district as a base for a elected representative of any political party to be a DUN member or sit in the Parliament. So, the boundaries of villages, sub-districts and districts are really important in determining the electoral boundaries. Ever since before, geographical found this really hard as it really need a thorough analysis. So, this is where GIS is needed. By GIS, a unique system can be used in forming and integrating the spatial and attributes information as well as made use of mapping as one of the output. With all this, electoral boundaries can be done analytically and accurately. 

Electoral boundaries also need a better analytical surveying system. Typically, the re-boundary system will focus on a democratic system based on a few relevant criteria. This system is important in maintain a democracy in Malaysia. It must well-received by a civilian and also strictly follow the law stated. This process is under The Election Commission of Malaysia responsibility. Every single area consisting a voter must be determined. The Commission will helped by Department of Survey and Mapping, Statistical Department and Attorney General’s Chamber for doing this re-boundary process. 

As a whole, GIS application help in determination of electoral boundaries as it: 

i. Integrate the spatial and non-spatial data making the re-boundary of electoral constituencies can be made by a more effective way

ii. Survey the boundaries analytically eliminating any bias

2. GIS for Information Management System (Database)

The application is focused more on the data management for re-boundaries process. It is treat as a helping medium in integrating the data especially for the Commission in managing all the information of election such as electoral boundaries, voters’ information, constituencies, political parties and its candidate, result and report of the election. GIS application in data management can be divided as: 

i. Medium of managing the spatial and attributes data as well as the re-boundaries plan so that it fulfill all the requirements

ii. As a support system in decision-making process for managing and planning for electoral data making the maps and electoral publications visualizing the re-boundaries plan including the one for mass and electronic media. 

The data included for the management are:

i. Electoral spatial data of population and voters

ii. Economic social, jobs and other demographic attributes data relevant 

iii. Map and existing electoral boundaries, administrative boundaries and topology information related to the election area

iv. Previous electoral information consisting the result and report of the election as well as the background of the political parties and candidates involved. 

3. GIS for Spatial Data Analysis

The main purpose using GIS in data analysis is to analyze the electoral behavior during the Election Day which may affect the electoral result and it spatial modeling. Usually, this is used by the academic people and geographic politician to view the trend spatially rather than any ordinary application used by the Commission before. Before this, there’s not many electoral research that can be viewed spatially. With the GIS application used for election, the information can be provided more accurately than before.

This application also can help the related party and civilian to get the accurate information about the trend of election and its behavior. Spatial analysis done is not providing only a report and statistic, in contrast, it show the mapping analysis integrating the spatial and attributes data to be viewed clearly. This will help people understand better. It’s been proved before, human brain can understand visual rather than numeric. So, GIS spatial analysis fulfills human needs in this. This spatial analysis also can be an aid in forming the electoral boundaries using all the geographical perspective criteria also providing the spatial information in electoral data management. 

So, usages of GIS in spatial data analysis are: 

i. Used by geographical politic member for analyze the behavior and trend of the election rather than descriptive analysis as it give more accurate information about the election 

ii. Integrated analysis of statistic showing election information and mapping analysis with spatial data that show a clearer version of election trend

4. Electoral Spatial Modeling

Before this electoral analysis done ignoring the spatial data even the election result depend much on it. So, the study about the spatial data and the related information affecting the election is important. This is where GIS is used to study the electoral trend. It then viewed a spatial data in one area and also statistical analysis. 

So, in 2000 a research on the factor affecting electoral result taken in North Penisluar Malaysia. The study focused much on the lifestyle and sosio-status of the residence. The result can be compared with previous election. After that, taking in account bout the lifestyle changes, the trend of election can be determined. Even BN won on 2004, their cotes decreased compared to 1999. This might be because of the civilian sosio-status had changed. Before, they might be just a farmer. Not knowing anything important. Just received anything given. Five years had passed. It seems like the civilian work become better and with the realization of current issue, and public demand, their mind setting also changed causing the result to differ. 

This situation is what loved by the geographical politic people. They love to intreprate all this. However, a good medium is needed in storing the data, as well as analyze it better and presentable. This is where GIS is important. With the help from National Statistical Agency, the demography of certain areas can be determined. After getting the attributes data, integrate it with the spatial data which is the map of the area. The attributes data consist voters information. Both of the data is analyze after integrating both giving a great analytical analysis which will explain the electoral trend. 

The Spatial Model forming is based on the factor affecting the election: 

i. Result

ii. Voters 

iii. Location

iv. Infrastructure

v. Structure

This model will relate the result with spatial reason which is divided into four as stated above. The voters criteria taking in account are race, age, gender, occupation, education, and also percentage of voters. Second one is location of DUN factor include the neighborhood, distance to the city centre and distance to the educational institution. Third is infrastructural factor which include development and housing scheme. The forth and last is structure factor which represents the DUN area and it shape. 

The starting of GIS usage is integrated the result and the spatial and attributes factor affecting the result. The spatial analysis will be done to the entire factor using GIS technique until the forming of spatial model using analytical analysis. For the spatial model formation, there are two variables that are dependant and independent. The dependant variable is the electoral trend including the result and metric data while the independent variable consist metric and non-metric data. The formation is based on statistical regression. The objective of using regression is for a better future prediction of the election.

i. The preparation of the spatial model database

Data needed for the modeling of election is determined. The data needed is the factors affecting the result. The variable chosen must relevant also for the previous result for comparison purposes. The secondary data are the results and demography of voters. Other sources also can be used for references purposes. The primary data mostly got directly from the voters either by interview or other. 

Spatial data formed is related closely with the spatial model that will formed research area. Spatial data obtained are transformed to the digital ones. All the data convert using ArcView including the electoral boundary information. 

The coordinate system used is set as Lat, Long. The ability of GIS in data collecting, storing, analysis and preview making it possible to solve spatial problem. 

ii. Translation of GIS for spatial data

The data from GIS database will be used in spatial modeling. The transformation, digitization and also integration of data performed using GIS application. The GIS analyze ability help much in decision making process. The information will be analyze and displayed visually. 

Another thing, this model also used to make a additional information in improving the spatial structure or relation of the geographical information. One of the factors affecting electoral result is location that includes the distance from the DUN area to other prominent places. So it is best if the shortest distance of the path can be analyzed. The best solution is using ArcView in order to make analysis of the shortest network path which allows the analysis such as distance analysis to be performed. The data needed in this process are the DUN area and the prominent places. The DUN area will be selected as origin input while the prominent places as destination. The analysis which requiring at least two points in recognizing origin and destination will be performed. 

EFFECT OF USING GIS APPLICATION FOR ELECTION

GIS application slowly gained recognition in many field including Election. Even though the application is not widely known to be used in this field, it is proved to provide a better analysis than what is done previously. The effect includes: 

1. Un-bias electoral boundaries. This will ease all parties which previously are in conflict because of this sensitive issue

2. Information storage of voters, demography, parties and their candidates. This information all will stored in one integrated database allowing analysis to be performed. 

3. A better analysis of election can be performed. Using the application of GIS that famous for being great with it ability in collecting, storing and analyzing, a great analysis will be born. 

4. A peaceful and better election day will happened.

GIS APPLICATION IN FUTURE

As the GIS is slowly gain recognition, for sure it will do better in the future. The Commission of Election starting to realize that using GIS can help them much during election. For future, GIS will help:

1. Storing all demography information that really can help in analysis process

2. For sure, national election will be in peace as nobody can complaint the fair and great election,

3. Analyze better than before. Before, the descriptive numerical analysis is done. Then, the analysis start to integrate the attributes and spatial data forming a visually display. In future, who knows the analysis will climb another step displaying the output in 3D mode navigate directly using GPS to the exact location of analysis.

CONCLUSION

Previously, a boring descriptive analysis displaying a numerical analysis without any interactive medium is performed. Nowadays, using GIS application people even in the rural area can understand the analysis as well. As the spatial data is also important, it is really a waste for it not to be included in the analysis. Also in data management, GIS doing far better then any management tools existed that just provide attributes data only. Meanwhile, GIS can manage both spatial and attributes data causing all the data can be manage in a short time easily. The stored data desired to be displayed, use GIS application as a medium in viewing it better in a map.GIS also can collaborate with political science in researching the related electoral factor that just taking in account the attributes data before. Now the study can be done integrately using both spatial and attributes data. In conclusion, the ability of GIS in performing many tasks greatly is a hope for better election in the future. As GIS application kept improving day by day, it can help election to keep doing better by times. Let walk together towards a better future. No more boring analysis which make us sleepy in their first ten minutes of bubbling. No more conflict which make us afraid to even go to the voting center. Peace.

LESEN KERETA!!!

haha..before this, aku dah pass test motor, tapi takdela nak post dekat blog ni..sharing..haha..sebab motor senang je..sape failed, memang pelik~~~haha..test kereta, aku baru amek tadi!!!!yeay!!!!PASS!!!!haha..

mula-mula dulu, ingat nak amek lesen motor je..tu yang L dah nak mati, still tak pergi belajar lagi..haha..so, setelah difikir-fikir, sebab dah nak mati..plus mak pun dah bising, aku pun pergi survey mana-mana driving school area rawang ni..PS Samy aku tanya..LEE kesayangan, memang pilihan utama..hehe..sayang lebih LEE ni..haha..pastu, ibu aku suggest buat kat tempat orang Melayu ni..so, aku pergi tanya harga..bila boleh start..bila boleh dapat lesen..haha..next weeknya, aku belajar..lebih kurang seminggu sebelum puasa..hehe..

belajar motor dengan kereta serentak..pagi aku belajar motor, petang kereta..motor senang je..titi tu, normal aku boleh buat 10saat..haha..yang lain-lain tu, takyah cite r..senang je..haha..bunyi macam berlagak gila..haha..tapi, kenyataan..haha..maybe sebab aku dah biasa bawak motor kot..dah setahun~~~haha..

kereta pulak, haha..memang payah~~~aku mana pernah bawak~~~haha..takat pegang stereng pernah r..main-main time kecik dulu..haha..1st time belajar, abang tu ajar tukar gear..pastu belajar reverse kereta..depankan kereta..pastu dia bawak kat satu kawasan lapang, belajar bawak..haha..dua jam gak aku main-main..pusing trek..pusimg-pusing..sambil tu sembang-sembang ngan abang tu..haha..kagum dia, aku boleh sembang sambil drive..haha..bosan kot, bawak je..haha..next belajar, dia ajar masuk parking ngan tiga penjuru..haha..parking memang senang je..main ngan gear reverse ngan gear satu..tengok tayar..haha..tiga penjuru, tak tau kenapa aku rasa susah sangat..berpeluh gak belajar..haha..tak boleh-boleh..dua jam belajar masuk tiga penjuru je..haha..dah agak-agak boleh tu, belajar naik bukit..haha..paling aku cuak..time dia explain, macam senang sangat..bila dia suruh buat, tak lepas-lepas..naik boleh, pastu bila nak turun, memang turun, tapi bukan kedepan..haha..kebelakang!!!!keh3..dua kali je lepas bukit..haha..cuak gila..pastu, dia ajar bawak kat jalan..ni pun satu hal gak!!!kita baru first time bawak, mestila cuak..nervous..tu yang bawak terhuyung-hayang..haha..kelakar pulak~~~dua kali pergi jalan, dia suruh aku buat pre-test..memang tak lepas r..haha..dalam boleh..bila kat luar, dia kata aku gagal kalau test dengan JPJ..haha..pastu aku tambah jam..belajar lebih sikit..tak yakin jugak~~~haha..

hari ni pergi test, kelmarin dengan semalam aku still datang belajar..haha..cuak gila..semalam banyak buat salah..sedangkan kelmarin dah okay!!!!tu yang cuak gila!!!!haha..tawakal jela..aku dapat sesi dua, nombor 21..haha..tapi sebab ramai tak datang, aku dapat nombor 15!!!haha..mula-mula kena buat bukit dulu..benda paling aku cuak!!!!haha..sementara tunggu, sembang dengan kawan baru..haha..sambil-sambil tu, tengok ramai jugak tak lepas dekat bukit..sampai JPJ tu tiba-tiba keluar, tengok sendiri kenapa ramai failed dekat bukit belah kiri..sampai cikgu pun naik, test sendiri..time tu punyalah doa, jangan dapat bukit kiri!!!!sebab time practice pun, kalau bukit kiri, mesti problem..enjin selalu mati..huhu..bila dia suruh masuk kereta, ALAMAK DAPAT BUKIT KIRI!!!!tawakal jela..dalam kereta, baca macam-macam surah..dah macam nak jawab final..haha..depan-depan takde yang fail pun..semua pass..haha..pastu dia suruh naik, dengan yakin dan confidentnya, aku lepas clutch, tekan minyak..naik bukit..slow je..pastu stop..tiba-tiba pulak, hari test ni, punya cantik tayar masuk!!!haha..sebelum ni, terkeluar sikit..tak masuk..haha..kali ni, cantik gila!!!!haha..pastu jenguk JPJ, dia pun tengah jenguk tayar..tak nampak kot..bukit kiri memang susah sikit dia nak tengok..dia sampai berdiri nak tengok..pastu, angguk kat dia, dia suruh jalan, dengan yakinnya, aku tekan minyak, lepas clutch, tekan minyak lagi, turun handbrake..doa banyak-banyak jangan kasi undur..haha..pastu aku naikkan lagi clutch, alhamdulillah, cantik gila turun..bunyi takde..smooth je..haha..

pastu, dah turun bukit, dia suruh masuh parking..hehe..masuk jela..dah letak kereta, queue sikit sebab ramai..haha..keluar kereta pergi amek test card..tangan time tu dah kebas pulak tiba-tiba..kaki ketar kemain!!!!haha..dah sign, bagi test card dekat JPJ yang jaga parking dengan 3penjuru pulak..pastu masuk kereta..sementara tunggu, ada sorang girl kena marah sebab tak tekan hon dengan angkat tangan..kereta cantik dah masuk..pastu dia nak terus keluar je..memang kenalah..time tu pulak, ramai orang dekat JPJ..mesti dia tak perasan ada kereta masuk..JPJ pun jerit, " NAK ANGKAT TANGAN PUN SUSAH KE??!!"..budak tu pun hon, angkat tangan..pastu dia jerit lagi, " KELUAR!!!"..budak tu pun maybe ingat dah failed dah time tu..aku pelik..aku tengok kereta dia parking betul..cantik..takkan pasal tak angkat tangan failed kot???budak tu dah tarik handbrake, angkat beg, keluar kereta..muka dah bengang gila..sekali lagi JPJ menjerit, "KERETA TU BAWAK KELUAR!!!!"..budak tu pun dengan bengangnya patah balik kat kereta dia..pastu ada sorang cikgu datang dekat JPJ tu, " PUAN, RELAX PUAN."..senyap je dia..muka pun ketat lagi..maybe panas kot..member jaga bukit, ada air-cond..dia kena duduk bawah pondok..time tu pulak, tengahari..haha..muka kerut je..haha..aku pun cuak gila..nak masuk simpang masuk parking, terlajak pulak!!!!undur balik sikit, hehe..pastu masuk balik..dah sampai giliran aku, aku masuk dengan tak yakinnya..haha..sikit lagi nak langgar cone..haha..aku tengok belakang..nasib baik member tak jalan lagi..aku pun undur lagi sikit..baru masuk..haha..dah masuk, terus aku pergi depan..pastu pandang dia jap, bagi isyarat, "CAN I START??" haha..dia angguk je..so, aku pun masuklah..parking memang aku confident..haha..tidak dilupakan, picit hon, angkat tangan kat dia..dia angguk je..hehe..pastu, aku keluar..bagi signal, terus pergi tempat 3penjuru..hehe..ni confident sikit..haha..masuk dengan yakinnya..cantik pulak hari ni, aku masuk..haha..aku pusing belakang tengok JPJ, dia tengok je aku buat,,haha..pastu aku keluar balik..terus pergi hantar kereta dekat bukit..hehe..confident je bawak..haha..maklumlah, dah lulus..hehe..pastu pergi amek test card dekat JPJ KETAT tadi..haha..dia suruh sign, pastu pergi buat jalanraya pulak..haha..

test jalanraya paling aku takut..sebab memang tak confident!!!!haha..dahla masa tengah tunggu, ada 3kereta, balik cepat je..JPJ bawak..haha..failed la tu..debar gila!!!!pastu sampai giliran aku, dapat JPJ yang satu menda tak cakap..psycho gila..diam je..aku punyalah baik..bagi salam, tanya "BOLEH SAYA JALAN?"..dia angguk je..haha..malang pulak nasib aku hari ni..atas bukit aku berhenti..cuak gila..tapi, confident jela..nasib baik lepas..kereta tak undur..tapi, dah stabil atas bukit, sebelum keluar simpang, mati enjin..dua kali pulak tu!!!!1st mati relax lagi..2nd mati, dah cuak!!!!haha..depan JPJ aku cakap, "YA ALLAH, TAKUTNYA!!!!"..nasib baik, lepas..dah lepas tu, aku memang janji taknak mati enjin dah..sebab kalau mati lagi, aku gagal..haha..bawak confident je..nasib baik masa tu, kereta tak banyak..aku nak tukar lane pun, senang je..nak buat u-turn, senang..semua senang..haha..nak masuk balik pun senang..dan-dan takde kereta..haha..senang je masuk..cuma dah nak sampai, maybe sebab confident lulus kot, nak langgar cone lagi sekali..haha..JPJ kat sebelah dah cuak..haha..aku slowkan kereta, slow gila bawak, lepas..sampai kat tempat habis ujian..pastu free gear, angkat hand-brake..pandang dia..dia tengah dok tanda itu ini..nasib baik aku lulus..haha..17/20!!!!haha..dia suruh sign, then, aku keluar..nak jadi kelakar, happy punya pasal, pintu belakang aku lupa tutup lepas amek beg aku..haha..semua orang gelak..sampai cikgu pun tegur, "CAMNE BAWAK KERETA NI???"..masuk dalam, mintak cop..hehe..dah LULUS!!!!happy 501x!!!!!!

lepas ni, taknak bawak kereta manual!!!!mati enjin nanti!!!!parah!!!!haha..kena bayar satu hal pulak!!!!haha..pape pun, memang akan sentiasa aku ingat nombor kereta yang aku guna tadi..untuk bahagian 2, kereta no 22..untuk bahagian 3, WSA 9404!!!!!haha..tq, kete!!!!!

I'M 21????

theme song:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDRYz2VIOOg

suddenly realize i'm already 21..even i've 4 months to go, but, i'm legally 21 now..most of my friends start searching for their future husband or wife..haha..but not me..i'm not that desperate to be "perigi cari timba"..haha..

most of my coursemate start searching..my imtiaz friends..haha.. cough*k.chol*cough*mimi*cough"..haha..that's why suddenly i realize i'm 21..thanks my friend for reminding me..i'm ready to celebrate children's day today, but this fact knock me out..keh3..

my friend asks me, do you really don't have anyone in your mind???yes, i have..my ibu, my ayah, my abang2 n my adik..haha..they're the only in my mind right now..i don't have anyone..i'm still pure as a baby..not even experienced first love yet..haha..but i do have crushes..i seal their names in my signatures and my account's pin number..oops~~~haha..silly right???but that's my way for always remembering them..thanks for give me such a huge experienced..sweet feeling of having a crush..ugh, i'm start feeling to vomit rite now..haha..cheesy me..it's true..i'm pure as baby..haha..only in that aspect..i offer to anybody who want to be my first love????raise your hand!!!!haha..let's create scandal together!!!!keh3..i only need man that's good looking for my interpretation, smart, have a good brain and have great money..haha..whoever want to offer himself, give me a call..or at least, leave a comment..i only accept the above criteria..haha..only 'he'..'she' is forbidden..haha.. i'm obviously a girl..haha..

before, one of my friend also mad at me..i said, i'm never think about getting married before till i met all my course mate rite now..and he *cough*cough* madly said;"tak semestinya kau tak pikir, kau abaikan benda tu"..haha..i'm not completely forgot bout it..but, i'm just feeling this is not the right time..i've plenty reason, you know..and i've plenty goals i need to reach..to get married, yes i will..but after i settle everything..then, only i be "perigi"..haha..one of my friends said, i aim too many things..in other words, i'm too greedy..yes, i'm greedy..for repaying back the wasted 5years of my high school, i need to work triple for that..huhu..she even said;"kalau kau kawen nanti, takkan r suami kau nak sekat kau punye goal kot??? he might support you..even better, you search someone yang sama-sama reach the goal with you"..erm, but, i don't think i found this someone..haha..

one thing for sure, if one day Allah said, "he's your heaven", i'll never deny that fact..even at that time, i'm not reaching my goals yet, nevermind..i'll accept the fate..and if the he that Allah said to be mine, i also accept him..even now i always laughing to everyone that trying to pair us up, even many people say he's hot, even many said he and me will make a great couple, i'll accept the fact someday..but right now, i'm not seeing any light showing my future is him..haha..my friend said, you'll see it later, when he say; "AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA"...haha..insyaAllah..and i'll invite all my friends i have since my nursery days (gosh, i need to start searching for them right now!!!*searching in yellowpages*stalk in facebook*haha..)..

to wrap my post (wow, i actually write 2 post for today!!!!yippie again for KARA!!!*sigh..they took so long..haha), i've mission that only me know right now..i'm pretty secretive you know..haha..even i might look easy, but i hold so many secrets in me..hehe..

p/s-don't ever ask who is he, coz' he are not even existing yet..haha..that's why i said, i'm not seeing my future with him..how can i see it, if he does not even exists???haha..